They always say it's all about the balance,
these days that's something that i can not find.
it seems that everyone around is taking without giving back.
ripping apart at my mind, my body and my soul.
yet there is nothing i can do about it.
everywhere i go people take advantage of me,
of my warmth,
they're making me go cold.
what can i do?
depend on no one i've always been told and i've learned that the hard way.
but now i'm being told to stop sucking ass and being so nice to everyone.
but, that's who i am.
i'm the nice girl, miss congeniality, most kindhearted
i cannot change who i am,
but what if who i am is tearing me apart?
is it okay then?
maybe i'll realise one day, when it's too late and i've been walked on over and over again.
when no one cares about me anymore,
when i am all alone.
What will i do then?
with absoultly no one to depend on.
no one to trust.
what happens then?
what a somber thought..
here's to it never becoming reality.
rememeber to take care of yourselves first,
you are the most important.